I’m a nineteen-year-old girl, and my name is Shreya Pandey. I’m from India, currently living in New Delhi. I love, love, love to write, and have been writing regularly for the past six years. I’m currently working on my third novel (you can read it on my Wattpad Account!)
I’m lazy (very) and don’t do something on my own unless I absolutely have to. But that in no way means I’m a dependent person. I just choose my endeavors very carefully. I’m a staunch supporter of feminism and the LGBT community. I’m an INTJ through, and through (the rarest personality type among females) I’m very straight-forward and I wish I was empathetic, but I usually choose my brain over heart, and cannot understand when other people choose to do the opposite. I love watching horror movies and sometimes even romance.
I’m socially awkward, and not a people’s pleaser. Rather, I choose to stay true to myself, irrespective of whether people will like me or not. I don’t have many friends, just a chosen few that I deeply appreciate. These are the people I am my less poised self with. My expectations in a romantic partner are very high, and till date I’ve not encountered anyone who fully meets them.
I feel very deeply about things. I do get hurt, but I have this awesome skill where I’m able to convince my brain to not mourn; instead I target the negative feelings to do something productive. I usually seem plain, and quite in front of acquaintances and strangers. However, I’m very bubbly in front of my friends. I avoid expressing my emotions in front of people. Simply because I think showing people how you truly feels makes you vulnerable.
It’s very hard to be friends with me. Simply because I dismiss people off immediately. I cannot, for the life of me, engage in pointless conversations that are leading nowhere. I love engaging in intellectual debates and conversations. Speaking of debates, I almost always win the argument at hand. I am naturally sarcastic. My tendency to roll my eyes at people and silently judge them is very high. I can be ruthlessly straightforward, often hurting people unintentionally.
You’re probably bummed out by now. But I do have some really good qualities. I’m very loyal to the people I care about. I try to be there for them whenever they need me. I’m a cute little softie, who will demand you for hugs at any possible time. I will always be honest with you, and never let you take a bad, or rash decision. I also have a very dirty mind and my sense of humor is very dark. You don’t need to tame your thoughts in front of me.